10/23/2011 DOGZILLA!!

4 down of my 33 Radiations!  No side-effects to speak of – yet.
I had lunch today with one of my BEST MOTIVATORS, cousin Robert! He’s been a great influence on my spirits when they get low.  When they were at their gloomiest (Blog entry 9/6/11), he rallied behind me and promised Fuddruckers Dogzillas when I was ready to start eating again.  Yes, sometimes when you can’t eat anything and you are plied with something juicy and yummy, it DOES HELP your EMOTIONAL STATE!

So, a month later we meet in Paramus and I get to see one of his race cars.  Then we make plans for next summer, which helps my mood more because I completely missed the summer of 2011!

THEN, I get a call from one of my BEST BUDDIES, Elise!  She’s gonna come up North next weekend for a visit!  This truly is a GOOD DAY!!

10/11/2011 I'm FREE!!

Saw a GREAT show on Lifetime last night called, “FIVE.”  It was produced by Jennifer Aniston and included 5 short stories of women diagnosed with breast cancer.  It was VERY tastefully done, had 5 completely different views, cancer types, reactions, and outcomes. 

It started with a story on the day we landed on the moon.  How perfect!!  I REMEMBER that day, watching the black & white TV, so this hit home right off the bat!  It showed how far medicine has come since 1969 and how far we will go. 

I’ve learned it can happen to anyone - just like in the show last night. Those of you reading my blog have learned it can happen to anyone.

October is breast cancer awareness month – let’s all continue to do our parts!  Next year I plan on doing one of these or finding another:

http://makingstrides.acsevents.org/                         http://www.avonwalk.org/index.html

http://ww5.komen.org/

Be sure to click here, http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=2&ThirdPartyClicks=prcnbcf, to help give someone a mammo – EARLY DETECTION!!!!  The way to go!!

‘M FREE!!!! 

10/4/11 Coming to the end of the Road

As my journey winds down, I find myself writing fewer entries – as it should be.  My chemo finished and I am in week #2 after it.  I stopped the steroids, so, unfortunately, my hand-foot syndrome came back a little.  A small angry red spot with blisters (like my planet Jupiter) developed on the back of my left hand that itched and swelled until I took some scripts.  The hand-foot swelling, numbness, itching, and peeling are noticeable, but not debilitating. Now the symptoms are slowly abating.

I went for my radiation simulation on Monday and got the tiniest freckle tattoos I never did see. They are blue I’m told, but I still came back with stories as to why Kurt should NEVER get them.  He winced and eewed, so maybe they worked.  Ok, OK, I know you wanna hear at least one!  The Radiation Tech told me how she sees ALL the older folks tattoos and what I said is correct.  Skin stretches, wrinkles, and goes in different directions.  Skin pigment also changes as we age, so those gorgeous colors FADE.  There was this elderly woman around 68 who fit this bill.  Her tattoo was around her belly button – ORIGINALLY – but now it was a black-green splotch that oozed down to her nether area.  NOT PRETTY!!!!

 
Yes, radiation is now in sight!  October 17^th is my dry run #1 then I start my 5-day-a-week treatments; 25 in all then dry run #2 then 8 “Booster” radiations to follow.  So, lucky 33 is my number! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4SezG4nlIE

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